Thursday, August 18, 2011
my chipmunks cheeks :B
what we have been, 1:05 AM.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
i know everyone has gone throught bad break ups . im not excluded . well , technically , i nroke up in May . but due to some complications , th blow only hit recently .
ok GUYS . NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT A GIRL TO STOP LIKING YOU , YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT tell them that
1. they are NOBODY TO YOU
2. that you DONT CARE ABT THEM ANYMORE
3. or , especially if tehy still like you , that you already have another GIRLFRIEND .
thts just seriously ASSHOLE-ISH , BASTARDLY AND MESSED UP TO TH MAAAAAAX . i mean , who DOES that ?
well , i'll tell you .
MY EX .
well , i'm heartbroken , of course . but life has to go on . th world wont stop tunring , time wont stop ticking , th tide wont wait .
gotta get over it , right ?
there will always be a part of me , a teeny weeny part , tht loves him cos he is my first . but , wht he said , is wht he said . i dont think he will regret it .
xoxo ,
bearguinstillhastosmile :)
ok GUYS . NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT A GIRL TO STOP LIKING YOU , YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT tell them that
1. they are NOBODY TO YOU
2. that you DONT CARE ABT THEM ANYMORE
3. or , especially if tehy still like you , that you already have another GIRLFRIEND .
thts just seriously ASSHOLE-ISH , BASTARDLY AND MESSED UP TO TH MAAAAAAX . i mean , who DOES that ?
well , i'll tell you .
MY EX .
well , i'm heartbroken , of course . but life has to go on . th world wont stop tunring , time wont stop ticking , th tide wont wait .
gotta get over it , right ?
there will always be a part of me , a teeny weeny part , tht loves him cos he is my first . but , wht he said , is wht he said . i dont think he will regret it .
xoxo ,
bearguinstillhastosmile :)
what we have been, 6:31 AM.
Monday, August 1, 2011
hello , to the very few people who actually see this :) yes , i have a fanfiction.net account , for all those who know what it is , please support !
search my username @ bernicenglee.eusebio :)
http://www.fanfiction.net/ clickitclickit
kthxbai , xoxo
search my username @ bernicenglee.eusebio :)
http://www.fanfiction.net/ clickitclickit
kthxbai , xoxo
what we have been, 6:13 AM.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
HERRO EVERYONE :D
i'm in love . straightforward , IKR . I cnt seem to stopping lovng this skin . SO CUTE . but , NO . thts not wht i'm in love with . and NO , i'm not mentally dating a kpop star ! >:/
well . i didn't put up a NEWYEAR! post unlike 2009 , so sorry >.< very distracted recently . i know i shld do up my tagbox and links ! i'm trying ! sheeeesh T3T I hope i'll rmb to pot more often . >< haaaaais . ohwell . just so you know . SMSS 3N8 RAAAAAWKZ \m/ loveyoubitches ! XD
MUUUACKZ .
p.s
ILOVEKWEKMINGLIANG :)
OMG , i typed 'rmb to pot' ! NO I DON'T DO POT!!! AHHHH ! I MEANT POST . XDXDXD CARRY ON .
i'm in love . straightforward , IKR . I cnt seem to stopping lovng this skin . SO CUTE . but , NO . thts not wht i'm in love with . and NO , i'm not mentally dating a kpop star ! >:/
well . i didn't put up a NEWYEAR! post unlike 2009 , so sorry >.< very distracted recently . i know i shld do up my tagbox and links ! i'm trying ! sheeeesh T3T I hope i'll rmb to pot more often . >< haaaaais . ohwell . just so you know . SMSS 3N8 RAAAAAWKZ \m/ loveyoubitches ! XD
MUUUACKZ .
p.s
ILOVEKWEKMINGLIANG :)
OMG , i typed 'rmb to pot' ! NO I DON'T DO POT!!! AHHHH ! I MEANT POST . XDXDXD CARRY ON .
what we have been, 12:08 AM.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Herro everybody :D
I'm BACK from the DEAD ! OHMYGEE X3 yeryeryer , lots of stuff happened while i wasnt up here posting ^^
but since i'm as lazy as evr (heehee) i will just summarise it all for you and go back to being DEAD again ~ XDDD
my last post was ... sept 10th ? since then , errr ... i went on steady with my darling laogong for another ... err . 3 months :) we still love each other luh , but lotslotslots of GOOD and BAD things happened .
we keep on breaking , then patch again&again .... sian rite ? but yea ! thts wht we did :) th stuff is all kinda PRIVY , so i wont post it here . TOO BAD FOR YOU .
...
BLEEEEH ! -sticksouttongue-
... :D *zap!*
heheheheheeee , imma BEARGUIN <3 awwwyeaa .
RWAAR ! XD
byebye everyone ~
I'm BACK from the DEAD ! OHMYGEE X3 yeryeryer , lots of stuff happened while i wasnt up here posting ^^
but since i'm as lazy as evr (
my last post was ... sept 10th ? since then , errr ... i went on steady with my darling laogong for another ... err . 3 months :) we still love each other luh , but lotslotslots of GOOD and BAD things happened .
we keep on breaking , then patch again&again .... sian rite ? but yea ! thts wht we did :) th stuff is all kinda PRIVY , so i wont post it here . TOO BAD FOR YOU .
...
BLEEEEH ! -sticksouttongue-
... :D *zap!*
heheheheheeee , imma BEARGUIN <3 awwwyeaa .
RWAAR ! XD
byebye everyone ~
what we have been, 9:52 PM.
Friday, September 10, 2010
The memories of you, not knowing I lived, not knowing I loved, not knowing I pained. I break them now. I take this numbing sadness and plunge it into the cold hard mirror of memories insignificant.
The mirror shatters. Everything was so fragile, maybe it never existed? From the searing pain in my hand to the puddle of unstopped crimson liquid on the floor, the silent track of tears fall. I don't know why they do, Fingernails dig into my skin, leaving marks that will never leave.
Pieces of fragile, broken glass lies sharp, screaming and fragmented on the floor. Nothing I can do. As far as I can see, the glass is all over the path before me, it leads to a place I need to go to.
A place where I can love again.
I take one step and I bite my lip, because the pain is not ordinary. It cuts into the soles of my feet, I bleed, tainting those beautiful, innocent memories a sinisterly enchanting red.
Two steps, three steps, four steps. I can't take it. Not the physical pain, that means nothing. But the unexplainable, shocking, white-hot pain that pierces through my heart, tearing it to bits.
But then, you come. You hold my hand, to walk again. I love you so much. The floor around me is clean, no glass. No pain. But I have to complete this journey.
I stopped loving those things about you, a long time ago. I just never got over the fact I was over you. I kept thinking I wasn't.
It will a painful. But I will get used to it.
And you'll be with me all the way.
Won't you?
The mirror shatters. Everything was so fragile, maybe it never existed? From the searing pain in my hand to the puddle of unstopped crimson liquid on the floor, the silent track of tears fall. I don't know why they do, Fingernails dig into my skin, leaving marks that will never leave.
Pieces of fragile, broken glass lies sharp, screaming and fragmented on the floor. Nothing I can do. As far as I can see, the glass is all over the path before me, it leads to a place I need to go to.
A place where I can love again.
I take one step and I bite my lip, because the pain is not ordinary. It cuts into the soles of my feet, I bleed, tainting those beautiful, innocent memories a sinisterly enchanting red.
Two steps, three steps, four steps. I can't take it. Not the physical pain, that means nothing. But the unexplainable, shocking, white-hot pain that pierces through my heart, tearing it to bits.
But then, you come. You hold my hand, to walk again. I love you so much. The floor around me is clean, no glass. No pain. But I have to complete this journey.
I stopped loving those things about you, a long time ago. I just never got over the fact I was over you. I kept thinking I wasn't.
It will a painful. But I will get used to it.
And you'll be with me all the way.
Won't you?
what we have been, 9:31 PM.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
ATTACHED :D (Y) tothe sweetest little sotong in the world. EVER. and we have a famous relative. OCTOPUS PAUL. Yea, IKR, super cool. And we have 5 daughters, one suspected son xD IMMA BEARGUIN AND HE'S MY SOTONG, OHYEA, WE ROCKS. ^^
(L) YA BBY
(L) YA BBY
what we have been, 4:45 AM.
